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Journal Entry for August 10, 2008
Sunday, August 10, 2008 | A Sad story

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   Hiya Hiedimoms. Your going to have up and down days to start with untill your new life stabalises as you know . You have chosen the right road, you just got to get to know this new area of your life. Everything in moderation, chill but try and be busy, preferably doing the things you enjoy. Get on top of life and it wont get on top of you. I find that going out to nice relaxing places always picks me up.
   When your recovering from a physical problem you need to rest sometimes, as your problem is psycological you need more rest maybe in that area ! ! !
   You will feel strong soon, stick with it OK, Michael

   
   

   Micall

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   Thank you for your inspiration. Today is a better day! I am trying to notice and appreciate "feeling" things more. My senses are not so numb, so everything is different! I think I like it better this way. However, demons in my head are still telling me how to get more vicodin. It goes through my mind constantly. This morning, I found the pills my husband took away, but I didn't take one! Not because he knows exactly how many are left, but I actually said, "I'm fine without it." And I left them alone. But now, I have a strange sense of "just in case" security. I'm not sure I will always be able to turn it down. I just have to pay attention to how good I feel and be strong! Thank you for taking the time to respond to my journals. It really helps....I have no one else to relate with on this matter! (HUGS!)

   
   

   HeidiMom

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