HeidiMom's Journal

Trying to think positive....today is better than yesterday.  I can smell things now that I never realized I couldn't when I was doped on vicodin around the clock.  So that's a positive aspect.  I find that I am able to function well without any pills, I am less moody.  Before, when my buzz would start to wear off, I became very agitated.  It's nice to not deal with that anymore.  I also have an easier time waking up in the morning without the "vicodin hangover" that I used to get.  So far so good, I hope and pray that I am on the road to recovery. And I pray that when the cravings for the pills come again, that I realize how badly they ended up treating me.

Physically, still dizzy, on the toilet constantly, but not the aweful feelings I was experiencing the last 2 days.  I pray tomorrow will be even better.