Journal Entry for October 19, 2007
Does anyone else just wan to stop breathing and let go? It has been since 4/25/07 and the raw hole in my heart is sttilling bleeding and the days are …
is feeling Horrible
25 years with my best and worst friend, partner and lover. manager, mother, grandmother, reading, motorcycles and reptiles. not sure of any or all right now. came home from work and he is dead in the kitchen floor.
Does anyone else just wan to stop breathing and let go? It has been since 4/25/07 and the raw hole in my heart is sttilling bleeding and the days are …
Well this is the start of something I hope will ease the pain. All know that I came home and found the man Ihad loved, fought and talked to for 25 …
I feel things are getting worse, instead of better. Sometimes I just can't stop thinking of him. He was my best friend too.
I hate to think about you being so sad. I just want you to try and just think of the good times together. I'm here for you in any way I can be. Terrie
its alright to be pissed, and to think everything is a lie. Just pray and talk to your man. Just because he's not here doesn't mean he's not looking out for you. much love Terrie
My name is Terrie, and I to lost my Best Friend 7 months ago. It does get better its alright to cry and get upset. Crying is a form of healing. Nothing is going to make any sence at this time. Just hold your memories close to you. We often as "why" I feel things happen as they are suppose to. I still cry and ask why. I want you to know I am here for you if you choose. Take care and God Bless you. Terrie99
my world is gone and the outside whorld does not stop or even slow down. Why?