May 21, 2007
Sad day today..not looking forward to tommorow. A lot to do to try and bring some closure and peace. Happy to say though that I am continuing to exercise and realised I have lost 16.5lb and no longer have much of a spare tire. The kids are really starting to show the effects of this. My oldest is having some anger issues and separation anxiety issues. I am going to see if my therapist could perhaps fit them in with me. She is so afraid of saying anything about it. She doesn't want to offend me or my stbx. I hope and pray that she doesn't think that any of this is her fault. She never asked for any of this. And as sad and upset and angry I am I know she is suffering more....
My daughters went though the sam thing. They still don't trust him and don't like to see him touch me. Its a good idea to try to fit them in with counsling. Good luck
micheleg