TillyJones's Journal

Hello Everyone,

 Well you may have seen some news about theflooding in Britain.  I am in the middle of it!  My house is in between Tewkesbury and Cheltenham.  Please have a look at BBC News 24 if you have it and have a look at the incredible pictures.  There are currently 5 Sea King Helicoptors evacuating people from there homes just 5 miles from my house.  I am currently dry and above the level of the water but after it taking around 3 hours to do a 10 mile journey on Friday night, i am not going to go anywhere that isn't essential. 

I hope you are all well.

Thank you for your kind words and prayers.

 XXX

Howdy all,

 Well as usual i am feeling ok but confused. Not about anything new.  Just the same old, same old.  I have been doing a lot more reading of the New Testament recently.  I've even been reading during my lunch breaks and feel that if i don't my afternoons will be quite hard to deal with but when i read and digest the words properly i can cope with whatever this temp job throws at me!  (It's quite a lot at the moment as well as trying to stay out of office politics).

The BF is still causing me grief.  He is still looking for somewhere else to move to and it doesn't matter how much i try i cannot get over the idea he's running away from me.  He swares he's not and just needs his own space for a while anyway.

I'm terrified that i'm not going to get accepted into university.  I sent my application form off on Friday after finally getting hold of all the information i needed.  The waiting is the worst part.

Other than that i am doing everything in my power to avoid my mother and father and brother and their 'other halves' because they are all driving me crazy.  I have never really encountered such an unsupportive bunch of people in my life!  And these 'people' are meant to be my family!!!  Ahhhh!  I really get worked up just thinking about them.

On the plus side......  No i really can't think of one.  Sorry.

I'm going to bed.  (Yes i realise it's only 7pm and light outside but my head is throbbing)

Howdy all,

Well I am happy to report that i have at least one element of my life under control again!  My diabetes is back to being it's much more stable self after changing the amount of times i inject back to 2 from 4 a day.  I can't get over the relief of only jabbing myself twice a day!!

I had a really nice weekend with my boyfriend.  This does mean that i am expecting him to come home tonight and tell me he no lnger wants to be with me as he does it everytime we get close again.  Fear of commitment anybody?

I am still waiting to hear back from my 6th Form Centre so i can complete my application form for university (it has to be in by this saturday) so i ahve just given them another call.  The very apologetic secretary is calling me back asap.

I start a temp job tomorrow which is due to last 4 weeks.  I amreally looking forward to it but i can't decide what to wear!  I put oth my suits on this morning and found they are both too big!  I'll have to dig out the smart trousers and shirt for an airing i think.  I am so used to wearing jeans and a rugby shirt that it is going to be very strange going to work in a suit again.  Especially as i am catching the train in.  (My car probably wont make it).

Anyway, i hope all is well with you all.

 Chat soon

Tilly