Journal Entry for June 27, 2007
Today i had my first appointment with a psychologist. It wasnt as scary as i thought it would be and i found it quite a bit easier than i thought i …
is feeling Good
I live in Australia, I'm 27, happily married with a 4yr old son & 1yr old daughter. I draw my strength from knowing that without ever telling a soul about my abuser or asking for any help, I found the courage within my self to walk away from my abuser and stay away.
Today i had my first appointment with a psychologist. It wasnt as scary as i thought it would be and i found it quite a bit easier than i thought i …
I havnt been feling too bad lately,
I think my depression is finally comming under control because iv'e been feeling more positive.
My …
I saw my doctor again today. She is really happy with my improvements. I'm not as happy.
I still have to work things out. WHY DID I STAY WITH …
just a little more about last night.....
I dont know why but I cut myself again.
I was sitting there with the blade thinking, "you really shouldnt …
9am
Last night was a bad night.
Nightmares, one after the other. When my husband came to bed he said I was calling out and crying in my sleep. When he …
Hey. It is good to hear from you. I am glad you seem to be doing OK now. Yes art is a good stresss relief. Hugs robyn
TODAYS POEM !! HOW LUCKY AM I TO HAVE SUCH SPECIAL FRIENDS! YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED MY LIFE, BY JUST BEING A PART OF IT. YOU MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I NEED A LAUGH A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON WHEN I NEED TO CRY YOU LIFT MY SPIRITS AND MAKE THE DARK AND EMPTY WORLD SUDDENLY SEEM SO BRIGHT AND FULL YOU HELP ME THROUGH THE HARD TIMES AND THE SAD MY LIFE WOULD BE SO EMPTY IF IT WAS NOT FOR YOU THANK-YOU FOR BEING MY SPECIAL FRIEND LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXX
Oh my gosh, that would require me learning how to use the scanner. Which just might send me over the brink. Did I mention I'm a computer moron? But I promise to try. Can't wait to see yours.
Hey! i think u need a hug!! ~*nicole*~
Feeling way better today. Glad to be of help. I know for me, the support here has been really helpful, and I like to return the favour. In the end, a lot of the time for me, it's what gets me through the day.
At 16 i was tortured, beaten ,raped and often kept prisoner. My abuser was my boyfriend,a sociopathic sadistic narcissist. This was the worst three years of my life.