ltltulip's Journal

Today is a good day I guess. I work from home so I don't really have to have that much person to person contact with the outside world. This is sometimes a blessing and a curse. Today I went to the store and then to the liquor store to get a bottle of wine and the clerk flirted with me. This is one of the few days I actually did my hair and makeup in weeks. It made me feel good and made me long for the old days when I felt like a "normal" person among everyone else. Will I ever stop feeling like an alien? I feel so dissconnected from the world and I know it is not good for me. I am only 32. Usually it's senior citizens who feel like this!