Journal Entry for December 18, 2006
December 18, 2006 8:39am
I am feeling alot better than I was yesturday- those up and down mood swings are hard.. I am ultra stressed for this final I have on friday i should …
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EmilyJune55
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About Me
I am 18 years old and live in a very small, quiet town where everybody knows eachother. I go to community college because I was to scared to go away to college with my panic attacks. I hope to be able to go away to college this coming fall but I am not sure. I have been having panic attacks since I was in third grade and suffer from extreme anxiety and minor OCD. I have had a boyfriend now for almost two years he trys to understand but can't seem to be open enough to fully get what I am going through. My parents just recently divorced and set me back alot but I am still a fun, loving, open person that has hope for a better tomorrow.
Interests
I love to horseback ride, I do it as much as I can whenever I can. I also love taking care of children, I work with them everyday and can not wait to have children of my own one day. I am studying to go into social work. One day I plan to own an animal rescue farm where I take in any type of animal that has been abandon or abused.
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Journal Entry for December 17, 2006
December 17, 2006 1:27pm
I don't know why I feel this way. I feel hopeless and depressed. I can't even give love to my boyfriend because I don't feel any love for myself. I …
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Journal Entry for December 17, 2006
December 17, 2006 9:01am
I can't seem to sleep in however- I am in a pretty good mood. I am still not going out on weekends- imagine that a college student that is to scared …
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Journal Entry for December 16, 2006
December 16, 2006 10:57pm
I am new to the site.. I am feeling myself again finally- I tried my first ever medication for my anxiety/panic attacks (paxil) the other day.. It …
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I understand about passing up opportunities because of how you're feeling inside. I bet everyone on this site has been there once or twice. But it's great that you're trying to work through this. Keep on keeping on!
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Welcome to DS. I think you'll find a lot of support here. I know how horrible panic and anxiety can be. I wish you all the best.
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Close Anxiety
I have had anxiety since I was in the third grade.. I am constantly worried about anything that you can possibly worry about. I am a very nice, fun person that loves people however the true me is often taken over by my anxiety.
Treatments
- Breathwork Somewhat Helpful
- Breathing techniques can help for minor panic attacks however for the most part thoughts and fears will over come me.
- Paxil Not Working
- I experienced terrible side effects on Paxil and would not advise anybody to use it.
- Paxil Not Working
Close Panic Attacks
I have been having panic attacks for as long as I can remember.. unlike many people I have talked to I don't have a specific fear that I can try and get over- I am just scared in general all of the time.
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Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I just recently noticed my obsessing.. I have always had racing thoughts and anxiety and this is starting to cause OCD- I find myself more and more obsessing over so many things and performing rituals
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