well i finally got some sleep after lot of tries. i have RLS, and it's been nasty to me for a few days/nights now. but i have felt tired the whole time i've been awake.
on the up side, i've been well loved today. i talked to my daughter, and she was nice. i talked to her longer then the last time. but i still ended it before it turned sour.
due to her boarder line personalty disorder, and my depression and all else that's wrong with me, it is only a matter of time before one of use gets our nose out of joint.
i hope i don't (convenitly) forget to make need phone calls tomorrow. i really dislike talking on the phone.
some day i want to make a bad/good list. to remind me of what i've went through and how far i am in over coming it. i need to remind myself that i am a very strong person, and no matter what life thrown at me so far, i have beat it.