Journal Entry for May 7, 2008
May 7, 2008 10:52am
my dog needs to be put down soon. crying.
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brainoverload
is feeling Horrible
About Me
i tend to be non-judgmental.i am looking to talk with people and share thoughts, opinions and ideas. i also have agoraphobia and diabetes. My favorite quote is "Out of my mind...back in five minutes".
Interests
animals, movies, family, friends..if i had any. out doors( when every one is gone). doing stuff on my computer. being creative. being up at night time
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
February 26, 2008 7:46pm
26/02/2008
I still fill slow in thought and movement, but I feel more relaxed. I give credit to my meds. for that.
I need to join a real …
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Journal Entry for July 30, 2007
July 30, 2007 8:25am
I haven't written in a few days. I just didn't feel up to it. I've had good and bad days. Though them both I have had numb …
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Journal Entry for July 18, 2007
July 18, 2007 3:29am
Another good day for me. I went grocery shopping and bought food that Grant would eat; now that I remember what it is that he eats. Grant gave me …
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Journal Entry for July 17, 2007
July 17, 2007 5:13am
It was a good day today. Watched Grant play with his remote control car and answered most of his questions. Esther came over and brought her son …
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Hello fabulous you, thanks for the hug and many back to you!An finally out of bed though snot nosed but wanted to just say hi to you.xxxx
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Thank you, as always your comment s are very perceptive, the history with my ex mother in law is so frustrangly filled with much i would love to challenge one day! I hope you are feeling peaceful and happy today.xxxx
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thanks hunnie hugs xxx
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Youre welcome.
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I enjoyed your pictures too. I love the animal pictures.
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
i suffered from agoraphobia since i was 5 yrs old. but i was diagnosed at the age of 20. i had no clue of what it was or meant, i just had a label. i am now 42, with better knowledge of what it is. i haven't given in to it completely yet, but i have my moments. I'm always willing to hear new ideas on how to deals with it.
Treatments
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- it caused my to sweat heavily. possible weight gain.
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/Spousei've lost my mother.grand grandfather, and my common law husband.and to this day i still wish they were here.
Treatments
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
abused since my birth. emotionally,physically and sexually. by the age 4, i was beaten by my father (according to my older brother) so bad that i went into convolutions.and by the age of 5 my father started to molest me.
Open Diabetes Type 2
diagnosed in 2005. still can't get it under control. gees something else i can't afford.
Treatments
- Glyburide Working / Worked
- it seems to help. when i can afford it.
- Metformin Working / Worked
- it seems to help. when i can afford it. but i dot take the full amount i should.
- B-Complex Vitamins Somewhat Helpful
- i take it to help lower my cholesterol. but it's not doing a good enough job.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have been depressed since i was a toddler.probably due to all the abuse i received and seen.i am on anti-depression meds. but they only seem to keep me from acting on my suicidal thoughts. i still have a hard time feeling any joy.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- i find this hard to keep up with. but it does help.
- Music Working / Worked
- i find it tend to lift my spirits and get me moving.
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- it caused my to sweat heavily.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- got use to it
Open Financial Challenges
i'll write something later
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)My daughter has been diagnosed with BPD. i don't understand BPD or how to work around/with it.
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