mrsmatthews2's Journal

Well today has been pretty good. This Saturday I am having a yard sale. I hope it's sucessful. Maybe it will be like one of those yard sales from clean house.LoL. I have been off from work and school for an entire week becasue I needed time to rest and spend with my children. Of course I have been spending an enormous amount of time with my children but resting not so much. I am much more tired than I would have been if I had been working and going to school, but i am grateful that i have had the time to spend with my children, because the years just fly by at a blink of the eye. My daughter started her first week back to school Monday. She seems to be adjusting very well. Her teacher happens to be a girl I grew up with, and when I entered her classtoom she acted as if she did not even know who I was. I mean we grew up in a small town in Arkansas. This town barely has three streets, and for her to act like that. How rude. Maybe she feels as if she is better than I am. Well it does not matter as long as she treats my child right. That's all that counts. Oh and my little baby , he is so sweet, but I have some concerns, I don't feel as if he is talking at the rate that he should. I mean he says a few words but that's it. he will be two in November, and if he is not talking well by then, I will see what will be the next step to take. My husband always jokes that maybe he just does not have anything to talk about. I bet he is just thinking why should I talk to these idiots, they are beneath me. My birthday was August 18th and I made 29. What a blesing huh, since so many poeple are not living to reach the age of 16. My mom's birthday was on the 20th followed by my aunt's on the 21th. Funny huh? My husband is still acting as if I stink when I enter the room I don't know what the problem is. I ased him if he want's the marriage. he tells me to leave him alone. he acts like he can not verbalize his feelings. What's wrong with him? Maybe the question is what's wrong with me for staying. I can come up with all the excuses. I am staying for the kids, finances, etc. I really think I am staying because deep down inside I am hoping and praying he will change, and maybe just maybe he loves me. Hopeful huh?

Good Nite

Christa