mrsmatthews2's Journal

Well, it seems like I have been letting the up's and down's of life get me down. The good news is I have lost 12 pounds , which puts me at 5 pounds closer to the weight I was before I originally said that I wanted to loose weight, pitiful huh?I have found myself getting stressed out a lot. Today, I took my son to the doctor, and found out he had an ear infection. I also had some concerns about his sppech, only to find out that he is speech delayed. I took him to a speech therapist, and hopefully we can get started with early intervention. The problem is that most private insurances don't cover speech therapist; however he will recieve his speech therapy becasue I will pay for it someone. I have been having financial difficulties as well, as to say all the financial burdens are falling on me, and it seems as if, my husband is not paying for anything our relatioship is  wonderful . I am also about to have a nervous breakdown because, I am in school, in my last Social Work semester, however I will not be finish until I take my last Spanish, which is in May. It is killing me being a 29 year old mother with two small children, paying bills, taking Statistics, doing a unpaid internship, and taking Spanish and Social WOrk seminar classes with a troubled marriage. Lord, I am at my wits in. I started the process of a root canal today, and boy have I been suffering. I will advise everyone to please take care of their teeth because mouth pain is the worst pain. Please pray for me, rigthoues, because we all know the prayers of the rightous prevail as much.

I can do all things through Christ, which strengthens me.

Christa