Journal Entry for September 29, 2007
September 29, 2007 6:23pm
i'm looking for some advice. i have this exgirlfriend i think i'm still in love with but she is still drinking.i am having a hard time moving …
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as if i didn't have enough bullshit in my life i pick this photo.i think it's time to stop running and face all my fears!!
Interests
none, drinking is all i did and all i know.SOON TO CHANGE
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Journal Entry for May 29, 2007
May 29, 2007 8:57am
well,i did it again.spent the weekend with a female friend and drank again.i love spending time with her but that seems to be when i falter.i know i …
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Journal Entry for May 22, 2007
May 22, 2007 9:51pm
what the f--k,i had a good day,went to a meeting(which was good)and felt productive.all of a sudden i'm watching tv and tom selic pours himself a …
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Journal Entry for May 19, 2007
May 19, 2007 11:32am
i'm feeling quite good today.made it throug my son's b-day without drinking,first one in 11 years.as i look at him i can't believe i started drinking …
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Journal Entry for May 17, 2007
May 17, 2007 10:16am
feelin a little sorry for myself today.having a hard time finding work and without a licence in the boon docks it's hard.the money i had saved is …
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I have rewritten the journal entry so it won't be misinterpreted again. Thanks for bringing it to my attention.
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Hi candoo, I am trying to stay strong and having a shit week. Can't eat, can't sleep. My stomach has been churning for the past two days. FEAR! I am trying to fight the urge to drink. Won't give into it. Let me know how you are doing. anjelis
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Always. What name do you think would be a good Melbounre Cup Horse? I never had much of a clue about it even though I lived here more than half my life Oh!
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FUCK I'm too old for this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Greetings from Australia, Thanks for writing to me. The photo you have chosen is 'way out there' - pretty much how I have felt for most of my life. The longest sobriety time I ever had was ten months in 1998/99. NOW, I'm back to days again. Don't like AA meetings much. Don't like the shit that goes with drinking either. Been feeling torn between two worlds. Must decide. Damn hard!! Write me any time. Look after yourself always.
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Close Alcoholism
i've been drinking since i was 10.started doing drugs when i was 11 and my life has become a complete mess.i get 6 to 9 months sober and blow it.i just screwed up my last 6 months sober and don't want to tell my group so i'm trying this
Treatments
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- i like my meetings but need to make more.can't drive and that sucks where i am.yes,it's my fault
- AA Meetings Somewhat Helpful
- just keep going
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