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Journal Entry for February 12, 2007 Mood
Monday, February 12, 2007
I am upset and for once it is not about anything in my life. I am not sure upset is the word maybe disturbed is more the word. I believe that God gives us all purposes in this life. Some of us are Mothers, wifes, and teachers, all of which make a difference in someone's life. I do not understand why a mother just wants to leave her kids. Why do they want a life with out them. I did leave my son when I left my husband but that was the hardest thing I ever done and I did not leave him cause I was tired of being a mother. I left him because he thinks the sun rises and sets on his father and they have a wonderful relationship and I was not going to hurt either one of them that bad by having him or making him go with me. It was not a weak move on my part it was the hardest thing I ever done. I cried every night for the emptiness in my heart. I know though if I had not left things would have never changed here. So I know I did the right thing by leaving. My son is still the joy of my life. I just don't understand why Mothers want to stop being a mother. The Bible says and her children shall rise up and call her beloved. It does not say go leave you children while you find yourself. I hope I did not step on anyone's feet. I just needed to get something off my chest.
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  1. mickeyg

    If you don't mind me asking, who are you upset with? I agree with you, but am just curious about who you are angry with...Would you mind telling me?
    Michelle


    mickeyg

  2. brokenbody

    just a lot of things sparked it. My brother let my niece move in with her boy friend she is still in school (a senior) though she is 18. His wife is not her biological mother but has been the only mom she has had for a number of years her biological mom is in jail. The reason they told her to move out is so they could have her bedroom for there "real" kids together. It has broke my heart. She is smart 11th in her class, made a 25 on her act but now I do not think she will ever go to college. I don't understand what they did.


    brokenbody

  3. dkpape

    now you don't know her side of the story. 18 year olds think they are grown. I'm sure there is a deal in there that she has to finish school, and i bet there is a deal in there that she can come back if all doesn't work out. call your niece and find out all the details.


    dkpape

  4. brokenbody

    I have. Plus my sister in law told me as soon as Kayla was old enough to move out she would be happy so her boys did not have to share a room. Plus she moved in with her boyfriends entire family. He is a year younger then her. My brother is a hot temper alcoholic to be blunt about it. My niece is special to me she was born on my birthday and she is my only niece. She could pass as my daughter and there is just four months between my son and her and many think they are twins. I wanted her to come here, but she would have to change schools and I understand her not wanting to do that.


    brokenbody

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