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Tonight I can do nothing but cry. I let on little hurt out of my hurt box and now the others want out. I have cried off and on for four hours. I am in a lot of physical pain. DH told me to find my Authority as a Christian and rebuke the pain. Do you know how it makes me feel to recieve advice from him about my daily walk with God. It makes me angry.. Then I feel guilty. I am such a mess tonight. I just want him to leave me alone. He can not fix my heart, he can not erase the past from my mind. I realized about three days ago just how stupid I would be if I did stay. I would deserve to get hurt to be hurt. He told me today to stop hugging strange people on here. That all of you supporting me are impostors. He infuriates me. Am i suppose to believe he cares?Comments
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How can we be imposters? Is he mental? We all truly care for you. *hugs*
NanaO
I TRUELY CARE ABOUT YOU! I CANNOT SPEAK FOR OTHERS.
CAVEMAN2
let me make this very clear you all are very special to me. This is his opinion NOT MINE.
brokenbody
He cares where his next meal and pin cushion are coming from
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I AM A NEW PERSON TO YOU BUT YOUR PAIN TO ME IS VERY REAL AND NO IMPOSTER COULD POSSIBLE UNDERSTAND THAT THE PAIN YOU FEEL IS VISERAL(SP?) YOU KNOW THE KIND THAT GOES TO THE GUT AND EVEN FURTHER TO THE SOUL. REBUKE THE PAIN? SURE YOU CAN DO THAT TO A POINT AT SOME TIME OR ANOTHER THE PAIN IS TOO REAL TO REBUKE IT. YOUR DAILY WALK IN YOUR FAITH IS YOUR OWN NO OTHERS CAN TELL YOU HOW OR WHEN YOU SHOULD WALK OR RUN INTO YOUR SAFE ZONE WITH GOD. IT'S GOOD YOU ARE ABLE TO RECOGNIZE THE BOUNDERIES OF THE ABILITIES OF OTHERS. YOU ARE NOT STUPID BECAUSE YOU HAVE STAYED. YOU HAVE STAYED FOR A PURPOSE AND WHEN GOD WANTS TO REVEAL THAT PURPOSE TO YOU YOU NEED TO BE OPEN TO SEEING IT. YOU MAY NOT LIKE IT YOU MAY NOT UNDERSTAND IT, YES IT HURTS MY QUESTION TO YOU IS THIS CRUISIFIXTION YOU ARE ENDURING A MEANS TO AN END OR LIKE "HIS" STORY THE MEANS TO A NEW BEGINING? HUGGING US OUT HERE IN THIS NETHER WORLD OF TALK AND SUPPORT IS THE ANOINTING OF YOUR SOUL TO THE RESURECTION OF YOUR CORPRAL LIFE. HUG AWAY AND RECIEVE THESE HUGS AS THEY ARE GIVEN IN ABANDONMENT OF OUR EARTHLY MINDS AND THE GATHERING OF OUR COLLECTIVE SOULS FOR ALL OF OUR RESERECTIONS TOGETHER AS ONE FOR WHEN ONE OF US BLESSES ANOTHER AND WE PAY IT FORWARD WE ALL SUCCEED TO BE PAIN FREE BOTH PHYSICALLY AND SPIRITUALLY.
mo529
I care about you ,we all share a comman bond, something he can't have anymore with you . Weeping may endore for a night but joy comes in the morning.
shorty52
Kick his butt out the door. That's the only way you are going to start the healing process.
andrews
You deserve more happiness in life than you are getting from him. All of us here care about you.
JimK
wow girl thanks for letting me know that I am a imposter,was wondering what I was..lol
girl, if I did not care about you I would not of given you the time of day,he is the one that does not care about you otherwise he would of been alot better as a husband to you. just remember we here all do care and are true people
hugssssssssss
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gjones
My Dear Friend. Living with chronic pain, I do indeed know what you are going through. Nobody could imagine what we endure day after day, unless they themselves have lived with it. Sometimes a good cry will help so if you need to, just let it all out. The Good Lord knows that I've sat down and cried like a baby because the pain was so bad. Just keep walking with God and focus on him. God answers prayers with a yes, no or not yet. Continue on with your faith in Him, and He will help you. He has a plan for all of us. Everyone here will support you in anything you do. Take care my friend. PS. You have a HUG coming.
pah922
Even Jesus did not rebuke His pain. He suffered for Love. Love for us sinful creatures. The pain that we are all suffering from is not your fault. You are not being punished. Pain is here because of sin. It goes all the way back to Adam and Eve. God knows all of our faults and yet He sent His Son to DIE for Us. I always find it hard to listen to someone who is condemning me and he/she is no better than me. And a lot of the time, he/she doesn't even know that they are sinners. Your walk with Jesus is between you and God. He is who knows you. He is whom will give you strength. Turning only to Him will be the only way to help your walk with Jesus. God has allowed you to have your pain to bring your faith closer to Him. If He thought it would push you away, he would of never allowed it to come to you. But you are STRONG. You are a FAITHFUL FOLLOWER OF GOD! You will receive your strength through prayer. Do not allow your DH to steer you away from the path Jesus has made for you. Pull yourself closer to God, by using your pain to get closer to Him. If you need to talk, I am always available. If you need to have prayers, I have already got that covered. Smile and stand tall friend. Jesus calls you His Own.
God's Blessings,
Pam
hotdog
I love you and care about you. I am not an imposter. I am sincere and are here for my friends because they matter. Your DH doesn't understand and frankly doesn't care. Continue to closer to Christ. Rest ever so gently in the Loving Arms of Christ as He holds you close to His Heart. God Loves You adn so do I. You are grounded in Christ and in Christ you will stay. You are a blessing and I'm glad to call you friend. Teresa
poetrywriter
Jeanna have you read all the supports from this sight. The only people who truely understand chronic pain are those who live with it. Don't feel guilty over someone who chooses not to understand physical pain. As for your husband or soon to be ex hopefully--this trait is normally called jealously. He can not believe you can communicate and make friends without him controlling who they are. See how healthy you are becoming. Now the pain is not only physical it's emotional pain as well. Shed as many tears as you need to get over the emotional pain of being controlled without you realizing it until recently. Keep a special item close by, when you feel sad look at the item and try to bring back the happy thoughts. This sometimes works not alway. Take care Marg
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