Well I've got some intestinal/bowel …
Well I've got some intestinal/bowel issues still nagging me. I really really try not to let it bother me but …
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Hi just wanted to let you all know I am alive and well. We went away last night just to get away and talk. We rented a room with a jacuzzi because with all the stress I could not move my neck to the side. He actually let me relax and left me alone and didn't try to push me into telling him what I was doing. I know my decision. Now I have to find my back bone. I had to ask myself can I ever give him the respect he deserves as my husband again. The answer to that is simple. No There will always be that little nagging voice. Always that doubt. I can't do it.
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girl u have the back bone,right now I think u are more scare then anything,glad that u have made the decision
glad u enjoyed the night and relaxed
HUGSSSSSSSSSSS
gerri
gjones
Glad to hear your enjoyed yourself some. I know of stress just had to go on zantx and I hate the feeling of the sleepiness but without it I thought the panic attacks would get me. I never had them so bad. Do you have them?? I think it years of being sick and never ends. My heart test for blockaage is comingup plus pad test on my legs. I know you have all the health isures too so I feel that I can relate to you sweetie. God will give you the strength to do what you must do. Ask him to strength you for your new journey you must do and if it is his will he will, as you know he doesn't want you to take abuse in any way. I went thru two marriages with verbal abuse and they took me down to the place where I thought I was ugly and would never have another person love me and when I found out that I wasn't and got attention from nice decent people and found a christain man who loves and treats me like God wants I couldnt believe it. I waited years for him and we've been married 13 years and every years he treats me better because he loves me as a person not a sex object or someone who satisfies him only. Sweetheart please for your health and life ahead of you do what is best for you and your future so you can love the way God intends you to and give back the love you receive. Any person who is dishonest and cheats on you will always do it again sooner or later. I gave my last husband second , third chances and he was just sneaker the next time , but now i know I did the best thing for me and for my children. Think hard,pray hard and strengthen that brokenbody and backbone with Gods love for you and all of us out here who care for you and I am one of them who cares and loves you. always, Mandy write soon. God bless and keep you in his arms.
mandy
Good for you girl. Stick to your guns. It's you that has to live with the memories so it's you that has to decide what to do next. You've got a lot of friends here that will give you the support but the hardest part will be on you. But you already know that. Hang in there and let me know if I can help.
David
andrews