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Hi AllMy phones are out and so is my internet. I'm at work right now using their computer, just to let you know. …
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Hi I have not been around because I have had not internet and no phones cause the phone runs through the internet. I felt so alone with no contact with you guys that I have gotten support from so much lately.
I am in a scary time in my life. Not only do I have to decide how I am ending a 22 year relationship, I also have my only child graduating high school. So I feel like I am loosing my who I have been the past 22 years and quite frankly I am scared. I know the change in my marital status is for the best. I also though know as an there is a good chance I loose my son unless I am just bluntly honest with him. The Pastor told me he thought my son had the right to know about the ery. Maybe he is right and maybe my son would learn from it. We will just have to see.
Any way I have missed you guys..
huggs
gina
I am in a scary time in my life. Not only do I have to decide how I am ending a 22 year relationship, I also have my only child graduating high school. So I feel like I am loosing my who I have been the past 22 years and quite frankly I am scared. I know the change in my marital status is for the best. I also though know as an there is a good chance I loose my son unless I am just bluntly honest with him. The Pastor told me he thought my son had the right to know about the ery. Maybe he is right and maybe my son would learn from it. We will just have to see.
Any way I have missed you guys..
huggs
gina
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have been trying to get better internet. my honey and i have got new phones. probably won't catch up for a …
He may know more then you think he does...just be honest. He is very level headed and would want you happy and safe. The stress you are under now is effecting your health...you need to destress to get healthy.
rebel64
YOu dont want your son to grow up and treat his wife that way that you have been treated do you? Of course not! I think you should tell him all the truth. GOd bless!
sjr26
you need to take care of YOU. Your son should know what is going on. Not details, he just needs to understand.
AnnieMetalGirl
girfriend,you will have a tough times but we are all here for u
your son is one tough person just like his mother,I do think he will understand,hang in there maybe talking to your pastor and have him with you when u tell your son that might help
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I know where you are for sure. When my son was a senior my husband at that time of 14 years decieded to move South. My son of course, didn't want to move in his senior. It broke my heart not knowing waht to do go with my husband of course the bible told me was the thing I must do. My son went with us and I came home from work one day and he had took a bus back to Mi. to his friends house to finish his senior year. I cried and cried until I couldn't cry no more. At that time I didn't know that my husband had been unfaithufl the 14 yrs of marriage or I wouldn't have came down at that time. But I didn't find out until we moved South. I've always felt guilty leaving my son up north and staying here with my husband because I wanted to do the right thing. It is strange how life's lessons change your person and your path you go down. Mark grew up and it was a excellent decision for him to finish school in Mi with his friends and I found out what a jerk my husband was and we were divorced. My son came back to Tn after he graduated and then went to Germay in the service at 18, he's 37 and never moved back to the states. I believe he was left by his real father and then his adoped dad , was unfaithful to me and he was mixed up and had had enough so he's been in Germany ever since. Once he told me that he didn't know what his last name should be. His blood father abanaded him and then his adopted dad did the same , so he didn't want either of their names. Wouldn't that make a mother feel good. but he's done well with life and turned out not to be like either of them. Thank God for that. We have a great relationship and always will. So God knows how it will end up but the progess is hard. I think stress of all these mistakes of choices I call them, make us sick. Always stressed, crying, moving, praying, etc and it catches up with us. Our bodies get broken. Anyway sweetie you hand in there this to shall pass. Don't look back, don't look ahead try to live in the today and that is what all God promises us. I try my best to live that. Your strength and faith will get you thru this. Your friend, Mandy
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i am so proud of you ,you can do this !You deserve peace:)
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Gina glad you are back up on the INTERNET. you just have to brace yourself that some great changes are going to happen in your life. keep talking to your pastor and praying to God for strength. your a strong woman Gina you can do it. you have to for the sake of your health...........debbie
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You have accomplished much already. I know this is scary. You'll end up in peace. I know. God Bless you
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Hello Gina. We have all been scared at times, but I know you are a strong person who will get through this. This world can be confusing because we dont know why things happen, when they do. Always remember that God is with you. He has a plan for each and every one of us. I'll pray for you. Take care and God Bless.
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