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5-15-07
Today I just feel terrible! I wish there was just some way out.I feel lost without my son.If he were here still I wouldn't be in the relationship I'm in now and I wouldn't be feeling the feeling of being alone or not loved.Mothers Day was really bad and I told my boyfriend that I was going to try to have a good day but it didn't happen that way I was all alone on that day.I told him why I was down and he told me why can't I look at what i've got and be happy and I don't think that he understands it hurts really,really bad I see all these other moms with there kids on Mothers Day and I want to be with my son on Mothers Day to.I think he thinks that I should just forget about my son and that is not going to happen!
Today I just feel terrible! I wish there was just some way out.I feel lost without my son.If he were here still I wouldn't be in the relationship I'm in now and I wouldn't be feeling the feeling of being alone or not loved.Mothers Day was really bad and I told my boyfriend that I was going to try to have a good day but it didn't happen that way I was all alone on that day.I told him why I was down and he told me why can't I look at what i've got and be happy and I don't think that he understands it hurts really,really bad I see all these other moms with there kids on Mothers Day and I want to be with my son on Mothers Day to.I think he thinks that I should just forget about my son and that is not going to happen!
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Sorry to hear. I know how it feels being alone. I want you to know that you arent alone. I know how much it hurts too seeing other moms with their children on Mothers Day and wanting to be with your child and not being able to.Your son is a special angela nd noone can take that away. Will keep you in my thoughts.
ladyblues
Thank you sooo much for your support!!!!!
myangelnoah142006