snyder30's Journal

okay this past weekend was gosh awful..friday was a nightmare for hubby..kids stepped all over him..even thou we went over what was to be done first off when he walks in teh office...well he forgot he doc's excusse for sebastion and forgot to give the dr the notes I had ready for him..the kids went straight for the candy that is there for you when you leave..he didnt take a chair in with him to sit one down while the other gets checked in..everything he did was wrong and my son knew this and hit his head with his fist repeatively..the whole time they where gone..he so didnt want to cook when he got home so picked up some chicken...he then waited for my daughters rx and had a field day there cause the kids wanted chips and drink and he just had a day..just to let you know this was only four hours..byu the way sunday he went grocery shopping for me..I couldnt walk sunday..I was in bed and crying everytime I had to get up to go to the bathroom..landury and meals and chores all day done by him..the kids where down by nine and he went grocery shopping for me..something I do on mondays while ally is at school..anywho..he called me once cause he was lost in the store..but told me thank you ucause the list was written down exact to the store..he just couldnt find the porkchops I get..I helped him find them..and helped him find the chicken legs..he did fantasic..what melt my heart is when he came home and said I dont know what I would do without you..you pay the bills do the landuary feed the kids do all the parent meetings and talk to all the teachers and therpaist..you make all the dental and medical appts for the family..you make sure I eat even when I dont want to by buying me lil junk foods I normaly dont eat unless I am in a hurry...he told me he would be lost without me..just to say..I would be lost without him..he might not do alot but he is here and thats what counts..he tells me he loves me he tells the children he loves them and its all about us knowing how much we really need eachother..long weekend and I am about to nap now...hugs to all