Yesterday was very difficult, I took the kids over to see my soon to be ex, and he started crying, my daughter started crying, and then my younger son started crying, it was terrible, but, I was more upset for them, than myself. I guess that's when you know that the love is gone. I will always have feelings for him, but I cannot go back to him. Today, he's sent me several text messages, and is trying to be all nicey, nice, and I honestly, just don't want to deal with it. Am I horrible for just wanting him to leave me alone? I want him to see the kids, and talk to them, but right now, I don't have much to say to him.
NO, it is not horrible - it is NORMAL when the love has gone. I feel tne same way this week. hang in there, it WILL get better soon. sending you a HUG*********
strongagain