stollwizinsky's Journal

Well, today is May the 15th, it's a unhappy day, it is my mother's birthday, and I haven't spoken to her in almost 3 years, she walked out of all of our lives for reason's unknown to us. But, on to why I'm here, my husband of 12 years was arrested for domestic assault last week, and while he hasn't been physically abusive to me for all these years, he has controlled me, and mentally and emotionally abused me. I have decided to file for divorce, and I'm not turning back. I hope that while he's going throught this whole "I'm going to change" phase, it keeps up, however, it is not going to save our marriage. I am scared about everything, and I need as much support as possible, especially from those of you that have seen it, heard it, and lived it with me for the past 12 years.