Journal Entry for September 25, 2007
seems all i ever think about is crappy work. feel like my boss is avaoiding me as have tried contacting her for over a week now and she won't …
is feeling OK
Have suffered from depression on and off for 10 years.
seems all i ever think about is crappy work. feel like my boss is avaoiding me as have tried contacting her for over a week now and she won't …
not a good day.
worried about work, worried about future, worried about money, etc. need to go back to work but really don't know if i can stand …
have to make a note of things from now on to remind myself i live with a pig!
normal night, no booze, bf feeling very happy after football. went to …
"When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot, and hang on." --Franklin D Roosevelt
Courage is doing waht you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you are scared. - Eddie Rickenbacker
Hi! I told my kitties that I was gonna send out Good Luck Clovers today and somehow they thought that was 'code' for catnip! Hey, when you have 25 cats you have to use code words for these things, otherwise you get mobbed! So, the next thing I know, I am tied to a kitchen chair, all my cats are passed out on 'nip and boy am I feeling groovy! And there seems to be a little blue man sitting in the corner saying 'I wuv you'--kinda strange, but no stranger than the green martian on the ceiling--no wonder they keep this stuff for themselves! Anyway purrs from us and be sure to keep the secret about the Good Luck Clovers (it's actually catnip in disguise!)--Laura (feeling groovy)
Thinking of you.
Thanks for the hug. Hope you are doing good. Have a great Sunday.
have only recently started to get anxiety attacks-a few months after starting my job. didn't realise what they were at first as i would just have shortness of breath and almost fainted. anxiety seems to be better now
something that will always be a part of my life, but not always in the forefront
coming to terms with this one. my dad was violent toward my sisters and me until our late teens-used to beat us and shout, for our "own good" apparently. now i'm starting to accept that my bf is possibly an abuser-mainly verbally/ emotionally but sometimes physically