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    About Me

    hello, i live in a small country called newzealand. heres the bad stuff, suposedly i was sexually molested by my birth mums partners till i got put in foster care when i was nearly 7, then in the foster home i was abused by my foster brother, then in august this year a was raped by my ex bfs dad. now the good stuff im a stuborn, fun loving person who just cant seem to catch a break. but hey the real me is in my journal.

    Interests

    i love music, and hanging owt. im a typical tenager who just has gone off the rails as others put it.

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    • Journal Entry for August 7, 2008

      Mood August 7, 2008 9:48pm

      got 5 week old baby boy.

       

      could have postnatal dep

       

      engaged

    • Journal Entry for February 23, 2008

      Mood February 23, 2008 6:01pm

      hello

      sorry ive been away for so long. i found out last week that my baby is going to be a boy! im nearly 20weeks and man it playing tourcher on my …

    • Journal Entry for December 1, 2007

      Mood December 1, 2007 1:20am

      hi guys

       im not in jail. infCT MY LIFE HAS DONE A COMPLETE U TURN.

      i have a loving partner -> issue in itself, he 45, im 18. lost the freinds …

    • Journal Entry for September 18, 2007

      Mood September 18, 2007 7:54am

      fk if i dont saught myself out im gona end up in jail. seems like family have given up on me, and i only have a handfull of people who i can actually …

    • Journal Entry for September 17, 2007

      Mood September 17, 2007 12:26am

      IM IN TROUBLE... i caused a car crash, noz to tail, 3 cars including mine, i have no insurance and im gona get done for carless driving, lots of …

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Sexual Abuse

      i was sexualy abused when i was 8 ish untill 11ish and cant deal with it. was a family member, still live there and im 18 now

    • Close Self-Injury

      i self harm weneveri feel i can't handle things and have attempted suicide but never landed in hospital, tho i wish i did... especaily vunerable when im on the down end of a realtionship and on drugs

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      i dont no, makes me relive all the shit im trying to forget.
    • Open Bisexuality

      i came out to my freinds when i was 14 tho they only have a certain level of acceptance, my family does not no, the males would disown me

    • Open Depression - Teen

      im a bottla, the abuse is fked me up and so has everything else

      Treatments

      Paxil Too Soon to Tell
      i only just started takin not sure
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      i don't want to talk, but i want to just fkn kills me
    • Open Insomnia

      at first i refused to sleep, then when i tried i couldn't now i don't stop waking up

    • Open Anxiety

      i just think a thought and it just get more negative, it wint stop or go away

      Treatments

      Paxil Too Soon to Tell
      makes me sick i think, i have no idea if it working, i hate being on it but i need to get beter or its my life
    • Open Family Issues

      i have lived in a foster family scince i was nearly 7.

    • Open Eating Disorders

      when things get emotionaly tof i do tend to eitha stop eating or restict how much i eat, i end up forcing myself to eat but then i feel phiscally sick

    • Open Alcoholism

      i majorly binge drink, drink till i coma to block out emotional issues, and do get cravings to drink that don't go away unless i satify them

    • Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery

      im not really addicted to it, but once i start geting stoned i crave it and get rewlly bad withdrawls from it.

    • Open Rape

      i was raped by an x bfs dad who i was living with as if i wasnt there id be on the street

      Treatments

      Rape Counseling Considering
      Talking Not Working
      just brings it all to the front of my mind... makes me want to die even more
    • Open Pregnancy - Teens

      fell pregnant at 18, still got the bub inside me, outsider to my freinds and family.

    • Open Pregnancy

      im halfway threw the pregnancy and it was going fast but now not so much

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