is feeling Excellent
roll on summer!
mum of 13 yr old twin girls, married to the man of my dreams. working best i can to change my addictive behaviour and become the person i used to be. my family are my life, my heart & soul.
dancing, singing, computing, socialising, taking photos, green day, spending time with my family.
September 25, 2008 2:03pm
well, another month has flown by and i'm still GF! only 2 more months and i can declare one whole year of GF! i'm up early again …
August 27, 2008 2:12pm
morning everyone! it's 6am here in nz, i'm up early and listening to the birds waking the whole neighbourhood up! man - they are …
August 6, 2008 9:18pm
hi there DS friends! another month has gone by and i am still GF! only 4 months until i reach my 1 year GF goal... can't wait - …
July 2, 2008 11:14pm
what a great day huh? another month has gone by and i'm still GF! getting closer to my 1 year goal each day and it feels really …
Hey girlie, Hadn't talked to you in awhile hope all is well. x0x0x0's Tessa
You are truly lucky...My wife left me 2 months ago when she caught me in a lie about spending money we didn't have on gambling. During confession I asked for her help and support to beat my addiction thru attending GA meetings (never been) or by whatever means necessary, and her response was goodbye. This was the second time that I had done this through out our 13 yr relationship and both times added together totaled $700.00 Never once did our lifestyle go into jepordy all the bills were paid on time and food was on the table so I convinced myself it wasn't a problem, but I knew that I was addicted to the rush of winning and lossing and I was constantly scared of what it could become in the future. Despite my repeated pleas for help and forgivness she still choose to leave and get her own place....Now I am struggling to hold onto my family and all she says is give me some space and I hear stories from common friends of her sleeping around since we have been apart. Her only response is "It's none of your business what I do with my life....Fuck off!!!" I am usually a very upbeat positive person but now I am in a dark state of depression and denial. My only reason for telling you this is because I relate to your story, the only difference is I hoped my story would turn out the way yours did for a second time. You are very lucky to have someone that loves you enough to see past your flaws and cares enough to pick you up and dust you off when you have fallen down. Best of luck on kicking the addiction and stay focused on what is most important in your life. Don't take for granted the second chance because the next time you tell him your story may end similar to mine with no third chance. Be strong!!!
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Awhh thanks, hope you are doing good as well. xoxoxo's Tessa
i can't pinpoint when this all spiralled out of control... i think after i had won an $850 jackpot, the machines seem to become a regular boredom buster... i know i can beat this hideous addiction - thank god i have beautiful people in my life
my 12 year old twin girls were born at 25 weeks - both weighed under 2 lbs... grown up well & they are my world!
my daughter who is nearly 12y, was diagnosed 1 week after her 3rd birthday. she has an identical twin sister and we get her checked yearly... we have had many ups and downs (including seizures), but we take each day as it comes.
started at 8 with a male friend of parents, then an uncle started touching me/oral sex until 13. i'm so protective of my twin daughters - especially with this issue!
was with a violent man for nearly 2 years and he was a complete prick! ended up putting him in prison for what he did.
