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at the moment i am in the process of writting a book. its so fustrating becasuse i keep reading it over and as usual the negative thoughts keep telling me that its shit and that ill never be able to get it published. like my story is any better than anyone elses. like i have the ability to tell my story in a way that is going to help people or even sell any books. i so badly want to get it out there but i am so scared of the after effects that it may have. i dont even think that im ready to get help so what makes me think that im ready for the whole world to know my deep dark secrets. im just not sure if im ready to come clean, even to myself. im so passionate about this book and i believe it could do great things- not only for me but for other people just like me. i just keep telling myself that i am not good enough. its really getting to me, i know i can do it i just dont believe that it will be good enough.
i just ate dinner and im feeling really bad at the moment, im hating myself so much- so im going to have to go.
xoxo
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im writing a book to but u can spell i cant lol! mines half true half made up! but i can tell u something that when your book gets published thats when not if! i will buy a copy! s i look forward to reading it! u can do itxxxxxxxxxx hugsx
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wo take sum deep breat and started to writed cuz yur story is unique just like u are and u told me to never give-up so do-it cuz u can!
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I would LOVE to read your book!! I bet it is wonderful!! I hope you get to feeling better. You are worth it, keep up the fight, I am here if you need to chat.
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