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gecko31313
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praying for sleep to come! i need the angel of unconsciousness.
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About Me
I am 25, I live in Boulder, CO. I don't know how to describe what I do. Almost anything academic. I teach MCAT and GRE prep classes, write web page code, blah blah, and I housesit, all very random. Nothing that could be considered a normal job. But I work and I pray, so I know that God will take care of me. Always.
Interests
Reading, Riding(Snowboarding), swimming, looking at the stars, sleeping on the grass in the sun, watching horror flicks, cooking... there are many.
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Hoping you have a great weekend :D
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BIG SAD FACES NEED REAL BIG *HUGS* HOPE THINGS START LOOKIN UP FOR YOU!
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Hope you have a great week!
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Hope you are getting some sleep and have a great weekend. Get out and enjoy the peace of nature you are priviledged to live in. Peace, Dan
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Hi. I hope you are doing well. Have a terrific Thursday!!! XOXO Chloe
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Close Bipolar Disorder
My drugs seem to be working well (for once). Taking Lithium Lamictal and seroquil. Still worry about the mania. But doesn't seem as bad now. DO NOT want to end up in the hospital again.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- First med I as given, still take it. I kinda assume it does something, but I have no idea. i mainly take it now cause i'm afraid to stop. i think its the lithium and seroquel that are working.
- Lithium Working / Worked
- This is the one that has made the most difference for me. Once I started taking Lithium, I have had no more manic episodes where I didn't even remember where I was for several days. still get manic, but not so often, and not so intense.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Keeps me from having repetitive thoughts. I don't hear music, or worry so much about small things like the door being locked Also, Makes me sleep. And taken in small amounts during the day keeps me from freaking out so much. Very Helpful
Close Bereavement
I miss my the family members I have lost.
Treatments
- Prayer Working / Worked
- It helps.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Very hard for me, but I it has had positive effects.
Open Self-Injury
I've always felt the need to hurt myself.
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
What to do? My mom is a drunk. I have been taking care of her since I was 12, and I'm really getting tired of it. Last week she threw a wine bottle at my head, then kicked me a few times when I fell... Yeah, her dog died and she was stressed, but I just don't want to do this anymore. I am her only family, so she needs me. Maybe it's my fault for not being stronger. But I just don't wanna pick her up at jail, or get hit, all of it, anymore. But I really don't know what to do about it.
Treatments
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- It's all I've got.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- its 50-50. hard to explain this to anyone who hasn't been there.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- but reading over some of my writings is just depressing.
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