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Ok everyone, Im sorry I havent been on for awhile. I have been busy with school (Three papers due this week alone and …
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Its taken me a little while to figure it out but ive been battling depression for several weeks I cringe when i have to leave the house, i get aggraved if the phone rings and just generally havent had the desire to do anything I go to work and come home i know a lot of it is the stress behind my marriage but its more than that my grandfather has been dead two months now and the house was sold and my whole life that was "HOME " and nothing will ever be the same plus i fell guilty because after my grandmother died a few years back i didnt visit as often as i felt i should I guess i thought hed be around forever and now that its too late i miss him
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I am so sorry you are having such a hard time....Had been thinking about you, wanted to let you have some space and time...You have ever right to feel the way you do, you have much going on in your life right now. We alwasy feel guilty when we loose someone we love, even if you would have spent more time with him, you would still feel like it was not enough. I spent almost all of my time with mom while she was ill, and I still sit and think, I should have been there, I should have quit work and moved in.....We do the best we can. What you are going through at home is weighing heavy on your emotional state as well....You seem to always be (up in the air) about what is going to happen with your marriage, it is very hard to deal with that I am sure....Just know there are people around that care, I sure hope things get better for you soon....
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MAY I SUGGEST A GRIEF GROUP. IT HELPED ME WHEN MY HUSBAND DIED. aLSO START TAKING A ANTIDEPRESSION.
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