Journal Entry for October 31, 2008
Happy Halloween Matthew. This is your fav. holiday. You nic name is the candy man, you always had some to sell. I'm really trying to stay …
im a mother of 3 but can only hug 2 now
kidding, seems i do lot of that insted of dealing with things its easier to make a joke.its so easy to be there for others but been threw so much{could get tickits to all the talk shows}{ not maurry i know who my kids dads r} but really to say that you r there 4 u well thats real funny. u haven't left the hosp. u just go on, well not really but hey. theres like 5 stages of greif an i haven't seen to much of that. why is it o.k. 4 others to get mad, get help, let others help. well maybe cause then id have to get mad cant do that its againest God , have no good family an well i did try to go talk lady but said i was helping her, oh an grief support group tried, when i got there it was no longer there, so i guess that i know the only true way is with God an i guess he thought this was time an place, an now just between me an me it still sucks but i am still happy i had the time i did have even with haveing to let him go. i tri not to look at it as what i miss out on cause his time was his time.so i'm thankful to God for that, i had time. i miss u my son so much but am so thankful.
matthewsmom gave kakiana a Hug 6:33pm
I am doing fine. I am home from my DADshis oper. went fine. Have alot of work to catch up on, but ,would…
matthewsmom replied to their discussion post Sibling loss in the Bereavement support group 4:42pm
so sorry for your loss BossyMom.I lost my brother 8-10-08, my girls lost their bro. 7-10-03 (my son Matthew).…
matthewsmom gave caydensmommy a Hug 12:25pm
I have a candle glowing.…
matthewsmom replied to ccparker’s discussion post I think it would be a lot of fun!! in the Healthy Sex support group 11:10pm
Some of the other groups get togetther once a year, The Bereavement group has one in a diff. state each…
Happy Halloween Matthew. This is your fav. holiday. You nic name is the candy man, you always had some to sell. I'm really trying to stay …
o.k. i'm so thankful for you all an this place. i wont to scream i wont to be weak, but i can't ,i have to keep going on with this helping …
I lost my brother this week been on auto pilet till today came home an so now its just so unreal again i only can update from phone so call or text …
Hello everyone I wont to thank all of you for remembering Matthews Angle Date. Thank You for just being here even when i'm not. so hope all of …
How are you doing? I hope you are having a wonderful weekend. Love, Kathy
Sorry i have not been in touch lately. Just having a hard time at the moment. Miss you lots xx Hope you are well? XX
Praying for a great weekend and more for you and yours. Hugs, P.S. I made it through another year. 6 yrs on 10/01 Shelley
hugging you tight...I hope you are having a peaceful weekend.. Love Kathy
Right back at you Sweetheart!!!!!!!!
i had to tell my son good-bye three years ago still trying to do that
iv suffered from 6mo. of age
lower back never stops hurting, but can't find anything wrong
I lost my son due to an accident he was in back an 18yr. boy took curve an Matthew sled out an under back tire. 3mon. later after everyone thought all would be o.k. the worst, an unfixable happened.
i am the proud mom of TEENGELLAS 16{12-23-90}17{9-11-89}
was 7 when a uncal started to rape me, then over yr.s have let things happen to get by