Journal Entry for June 4, 2007
June 4, 2007 11:52pm
i have deleted my sister's page because i dont want her to be portrayed as some lost soul that couldnt or wouldnt find her place in this …
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NobodysGirl
is feeling Horrible
About Me
I'm am a nice person. I am honest. I am very laid back and easy to get along with. I think it's great that no two people are alike, if we were all alike, this world would sure be boring! Although, I do believe we can relate to how others feel if we are experiencing the same difficulties or task at hand. Therefore, sharing feelings will hopefully be beneficial for those like me who feel like there is no reason to go on anymore. The one thing I am, is very lonely. I also have no one to talk to other than my Shrink and thats just not helping me much. My mom is great, but she suffers from depression also and we just can't talk. If I was to tell her, "Mom, I just want to die." Her remark would be, "I'll just die with you then", or "Me too." I can't handle that. Anyways, I also love to write. I love writing poems, short stories and just writing about anything. I also love winter time. I love looking at the stars. I love being barefooted.
Interests
I like nascar, reading, camping, fishing, animals, boating, baseball, football and 4-wheelin. Although, I don't get out much anymore and so I am usually at home on my computer or in the bed sleeping.
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Hugbook
Hug
I wanted to give you a gift.... Billy xxx http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KH...
Flower
We miss you, and I hope your at peace.
Prayer
Came to believe there was a power greater than myself....try A.A...it's better than getting drunk.
Flower
Rest in peace.
Hug
I'm here if you would like to talk to me.
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Support Groups
Close Hepatitis C
I was diagnosed with Hep C back in 2003. I went on the Interferon/Rebetol treatment and have been in remission since 04. However, I have not been back to the DR since last part of 04. I also suffer from depression and the only way I can cope sometimes is by getting drunk. I have been thru so much in the last 4 years that sometimes I think it would be better if I was not here anymore.
Treatments
- Interferon Working / Worked
- It was really rough on me....... I ended up having to be put in the hospital because my depression got so out of control while I was on treatments.
- Ribavarin Working / Worked
Close Depression
I have suffered from depression for many years now. I sometimes think there is no hope for me. I'm not very optimistic anymore...... maybe I can find some relief here.
Treatments
Open Alcoholism
Been drinking since I was 13 years old. It's all I have and it's killing me.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- AA Meetings Not Working
- It just wasn't for me.
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- I don't have the will.
- Sleep Working / Worked
- Well, of course when I sleep I aint drinking.... but in order for me to get to sleep I have to be drunk.
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