im so low todayim starvin my self, …
im so low todayim starvin my self, its been 4 days now and im goin strong!i was ment to see my doctor 2morro buh wen …
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hi...jst a little update of wots been goin on wiv me...
ive been feeling really crap recently for the past few weeks...been cutting alot...even cut my stomach the other day!...had lots of suicidal thoughts n been so close 2 killing myself...tried a few things to kill myself which i wnt mention on here...
yesterday i had a really bad anxiety attack...i wa in training at nursery n sum1 came in to tlk bout breast feeding, well she wa gunna make every1 speak out 2 the rest of the group n my anxiety got so bad that i cudnt cope wiv it n i wlked out...i sat in the toilets n felt like i wa havin a panic attack...it wa awful n i cudnt go bak in!...n i really wanted 2 cut but didnt hav my blades or owt so it made it worse...i wa dreading goin bak 2 work 2day cos i thought my manager wa gunna bollock me 4 wlking out of the training but she wa really nice n seemed 2 understand why...she told me that in future wen we hav training she will find out wot it will involve n tell me so im prepared n she wnt make me speak out loud!...which is really gud
anyways sorry 2 bore u all lol
love u xxxx
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kLKK
love you.xxx
jno4
can i jsut start by say woohoo im so glad your to die goal is back down to 0% thats fantastic and im so glad. im glad your manager was understanding thats a relief for you, youll get to where you can speak in front of people and one day you will look back and think theres nothing to worry about i can do this just keep sayin i can do this over n over like a montra
love ya vbabes
froll
love you.
angelbear23
nice to see you still whith us.you need to find a way of coping whith your strees i will send you a new site i got it may help you whith it love xxxx
kidsmum
At least you had the courage to leave a situation that was giving you a panic attack. I would have just stayed and try to deal with it. It's good that your manager is going to tell you the subject of future training. A lot of other managers would just say it's your job get over it. Stay strong.
KatieP
here 4 u always. x
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