kat38's Journal

Well, my dad's girlfriend past away today. The docs said that she had at least 3 months to live. It was only 3 days. Life just seems so unfair at times. I am really worried about my dad. I know that he is hurting so much. All I can do is be there for him. My daughter got another referral at school today. Just don't know what I am going to do. If only she would keep her mouth shut and do what the teachers tell her to do. I think that she is really under alot of pressure at school. There is a long story behind my daughter and her charges from when she was incarcerated. Really wish I could talk to someone about that, it is just hard. I do talk to my therapist and hers. My daughter could be in the states custody until she is 20 years old. It just depends on her. She has a first degree felony charge. Everyone at her school knows what she did and it is held against her all of the time. I know it must be so hard on her. She beats her self up enough without constantly having someone bring up what she did. I feel that the teachers nit pick her alot, although I know how Danielle is. She just carries such a big shield always acting like she has no care in the world but I know she does. She just feels that people are always judging her. So therefore she shields herself from everyone. It would be hard for and adult to go through what she has been through, I just wish that someone would have diagnosed her sooner.