today was a bad day cried all day.feel …
today was a bad day cried all day.feel really alone again.my boyfriend i think gave up on me.he cant deal with me …
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OK today I'm doing ok. I did ok yesterday I only cried a few times. I cried when my husband called me at work and told me the animal clinic sent us a card and he read it too me. Then he said I prebably shouldnt have read that to you while you were at work. I was like no probably not. Today is better. I havent cried yet. I also was able to search online and find some memorial things. Nothing I want to buy yet but I looked. Which is an improvment. I usually get upset at night when I'm laying on the couch watching TV and I know that he should be laying on my lap with me. So thats depressing. Did I mention I havent taken my depression medicine since I thought I was pregnant which has been about 4 weeks now. I dont want to start it again and then have to stop again when I start trying to get pregnant again in a few months, or when ever I get this surgery and they tell me I'm allowed to try again. Well just wanted to let you guys know I'm doing ok today. I appriciate all of you guys and your opinions and support. Thanks so much. I dont know how I would get by without you guys. Hugs too all of you. MONICA
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I'm so glad you are doing ok today. You will be fine some moments and other moments your will be sad and cry. You know grieving is a process and you just have to go with the flow and work through it..I luv ya..((hugs))
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this is a really difficult place to be and you have all my sympathies. particularly it's so hard to decide what to do about things that can't be used during pregnancy: your next try seems unbearably far away and yet inconveniently close at the same time. should you start your meds and feel better, only to toss them back in the cabinet a few months from now? really hard decisions. i hope you will find all the strength you need.
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