Yesterday was quite the day. I …
Yesterday was quite the day. I got up feeling pretty awful. I decided to wait until the late bus and drink some more …
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This morning I said good bye to my little fuzzy friend, we both cried all the way their and I wept all the way back. I got up this morning and he came through looking for me, he had not been eating so I thought he just needed some water, and the dish was empty. I filled it with fresh water but that wasn't it so I got a small plate and put some dry food in it as I know he would eat that but no. Ok well I had some wet food for him so I opened up a can and he ate about half of it. That was good as I don't think he had eaten in days, he did get to eat one last time. He jumped up on his favorite window and looked out for a little while. I picked him up put him on my chest and petted him for about 25 minutes, we just sat quietly and I listened to him pur away for the last time. Then I put him in his carrier and we set off for the vet. As I said we both cried the whole way, but for different reasons. He cried because he hated being in the carrier and he hated being in the car. I cried because I know I would be returning home with out my constant companion who has been by my side for a very long time and especially the last 11 or so months. Sean was a great cat and the best I had ever had the pleasure of being around. He was loving, funny and a little strange. He loved to have his belly rubbed and would bury his head into my chest. He would sleep at my feet and just lately he would sleep on me which was not always comfortable for me but I didn't mind. No matter where I was when I was home he would be there with me constantly either on me or in range of sight. Now I am alone and I have to deal with that once again I have to learn to move on and be happy with the memories I have. I was lucky to have him in my life and he will never be replaced in my heart. Some one said things like this remind us that we are capable of love and I do love Sean very much. He kept me going through some dark times and greeted me just about every day I came home. I will miss you buddy but I know your not suffering and your in a better place what ever that may be.
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My heart is with you and Sean your furry friend.
patti22
Ah Wick, I am so sorry you lost your kitty. I don't care what anyone says, it is losing a memeber of your family!
sc2kids4me
I feel your pain deeply! I am praying for you and for your Sean,, yes, he is on the rainbow bridge!
Hugs!
Jerrie
Giddy
I'm so sorry for the pain you are feeling. Please know that you're in my thoughts and prayers. hugs, Debbie
FrmDeb2U
Aww, Wick - that is such a beautiful story. I am so sorry for your loss - may Sean rest in peace and by the way, he was a very lucky kitty to have you for an owner, too. Sorry you lost your baby. Hugs, Dani
happy1day
I'm so sorry...I know how that feels and it really sucks!
aguyandadog
I'm so sorry, I wish I could think of something to say to take your pain away.
Sean and you were the best of friends. You were so fortunate to have each other for the time you did. Sean is in a good place...hang in there ....it's going to be lonely without him. No other cat can replace him, please think of getting another because it will help, I know you don't want the responsibility right now, but knowing you have to take care of another animal will keep you so busy it will help the pain a little. There is another cat out there who needs you as much as you need him. Not now but maybe in time you will think about it. HUGS
ladylinda
I am so sorry ... Sean is at peace now, and I'm glad you two had the time together that you did. He will always be with you, in your heart and in your memories.
Janell
So sorry for your loss.... tragic.. I hope you find someone to love... maybe a new Sean? maybe a great lady?
mycherub
I cried when I read your journal. I have been in a similar position and know how difficult it is. ((((((((wick)))))))) from jen
Jlhorlando
I too lost my kitty In January. I'm so sorry for your lost. There is nothing that fills the gap of a your beloved pet's personality and his role in your life. BIG ((((((HUG)))))))
zippid
I am sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
kinoka
Wick you laid some stuff here that just shows really, how we can hurt and still find ways to see the good in the things that hurt us. that my friend, is why we are who we are, and I am glad to read what you wrote and also that I can just offer a bit of comfort of being here. I am sorry for your loss of Sean. He sounds like a great friend. and, that you'll always have great memories of your time together.
JTGPP
Your journal made me teary eyed...I've been in your shoes. It's tough losing a friend...
nicegal1
I know...I'm wiping away the tears too...HUGS to you.
mrsmixedup
S, my dear friend - I am crying for you as well. I am so sorry about Sean, and I remember the talks we had about him. Yes, I agree, he was and always will be, your buddy.
I am sorry, my friend, and am sending you many, many hugs...
Amystrong
I am so sorry for your loss, just keep the good memories in your mind all the time..hang in there..I have a furry friend also and I love him dearly..
princess123
-hugs- that happened to me to almost 2 years ago...my dog though...its so funny how often an animal can be there for us instead of a human or anything else...its weird how in the darkest times their there for us...-hugs- it hurts i know...but it will be ok...you have plenty of wonderfull memories im sure...
angellacy23