I'm just freaking out...freaking …
I'm just freaking out...freaking OUT.... ahhhh.... I just want to get away..... WHAT DO I DO!? that …

I'm just freaking out...freaking OUT.... ahhhh.... I just want to get away..... WHAT DO I DO!? that …
Today I am in seriously sad shape. I found a journal that she had written back in December. The words seared through me …
bad -- not even willing to put it on paper.... depressed, considering a trip to the hospitalparanoid too, major, major …