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Journal Entry for January 8, 2007 Mood
Monday, January 8, 2007
Today is not a good day. Although reading everyones journals have up lifted my spirits my body has a mind of its own. Well my wife who I thought had the flu did not her kidneys are bad again. She has 6 surgeries on them last her to remove impacted stones. Well she is triing to pass another one. She is in so much pain and I can't help her I feel so bad. I love her so much but yet when it comes to her kidneys. There is nothing I can do what makes it even harder is we work together we sit side by side at different desk and I can see how much pain she is in..I wish I could take her pain for her.
I am so use to pain and my tolerence is higher then hers. I feel like such a failure when I can't help her.

Well my pain today is worse then yesterday but not as bad as it has been.
my lupus is going on over day. But compared to her pain I have no right to complain.
I also am very weak today..
Well thank god for her mykids and I am still alive.
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  1. Butterfly2

    I'm so sorry to hear that you and your wife are not feeling so great. I glad to hear that the kids give you a reason to keep fighting. You both are in my prayers and I wish you both well. Stay strong and everything would be alright soon.


    Butterfly2

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