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will write journal in a bit. couging to much to type and cant breath..sorry iwill be bachk/to write in j
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Just when you think things cant get any worse you go and get a bad haircut. I mean earthquakes, cyclones there are awful terrible things going on but my hairs too short now. Only kidding i really want to cry but i'm going to be mindful instead and write my journal to write my journal I (who needs Buddhism for Dummies) Its saturday night and i cant go out because i'm too scared i'll embarass myself by crying in public. Its not a good look when youre all dressed up trying to work on your self esteem by getting admiring glances( normally because i'm just freakishly tall and on crutches) but you dont look a gift glance in the mouth. I know it would be better for me to go out but its so hard being around other people when you feel all black inside. I wish i could just go to the gym, switch my music on and run and run until i get that exercise buzz back. I'll have to console myself with a few core muscle squeezes and if i dare maybe a whole five minutes on tha balance board. I know, try not to get too jealous i cant help it i'm a party girl.
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Chin up, girl! So, you can't party on the streets so bring the parties to you! You can still be the life and soul of the party if that is what you want!
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