Just got home from rugby. My middle son plays and just loves it. It's good to see him doing something fun. My day was ok today. This morning my mother-in-law told me that the stbx was bringing the bitch with him when he was coming home to tell me it was over. That was only after he told everyone he was coming home to work it out with me. I feel so direspected. I never did anything to him to treat me this way. Why does he want to hurt me by disregarding my feelings? Is he really so unfeeling? I hate him for it. That is what I find so hard to get over. He was such a kind person, cared about everyones feelings. And now it's like I meant nothing to him and he just wants to get away from me. It makes me so mad! I wish I could just forget him and move on with my life but I can't seem to get past it. It hurts so much.
I think I know how you feel, three months ago she was telling all her friends at AA how I great I was and how I was so supportive and then two months later she leaves. I know why she left and it is all about money which makes it even sadder. I mourn the marriage now and the time wasted on some the obviously never was and could never be. I think a lot of us hear feel that way, I really don't miss the stbx but not s enough. I can talk to her on the phone but I just want her to go when I see her. She is not even attractive to me any more, it's like I see her in a new light. I always new she was selfish and shallow but now I see how mean and nasty she has become. She is soulless and only cares about her self. This is going to cost me a lot but I know in the long run I will be better off. I know I could never trust her again, she burned that bridge and spit on it. Coping it sounds like you found a fallen angel too why are we so lucky to end up with such lousy excuses for human beings?
Wick