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Well its been a ride I know that much, Im still not sure idf we are going to be ok. On the surface things seem better. Iam certainly not taking any crap anymore but I still have unanswered questions. I just dont seem to be able to find the right time to bring them up. I do have doubts even though he has promised me that he has not even thought about other women I know his mind and Im just so damn sus. I gave him the sim card that I found with his txt sex and contacts on I wanted him to destroy it in front of me. which he did, although he didnt understand why I still had it. I organised a mobile phone for us each in my name so all bills come to me, and bugger me if on the first bill there were charges for and internet site!1 I asked him if he had done anything I wouldnt lioke on his phone and he admitted to going on a porn site on his bloody phone!!!!! IS HE STUPID!!!! He said he wasnt trying to hide it as he knew I would be combing the bills and he thought as it wasnt a chat site I wouldnt care. IS HE STUPID????!!!!! He says he NOW understands what iam feeling and wont do it again. Iseeem to remember telling him on several occasions that to me it doesnt take physical contact for it to be cheating, AM I STUPID?????!!!!
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No sweet not stupid - just trying to claim honesty and trust back - just hanging on as am I - it's a hard ride hun but hang in there - message me if you want one on one support - believe me I know what you are going through.
Celticcat