Well he is home and things are a bit tense but its the first time we have seen eachother since I found out. The funny thing was that when we got home from th e airport there was a report on the news about internet dating and men who get ripped off and other issues. I had to laugh he pretended not to hear it and played with bub but his coos and ahhs got louder I think he didnt want me to hear it. Incredible hey how these things are put in our face. I hope we can get through this it is just a bloody big OUCH for the heart!!!