Journal Entry for May 10, 2008
Not sure if I can trust people anymore. They always turn on me. Maybe its the area I live in...probably so.
is feeling OK
College student majoring in biological sciences. Love animals, all of them, yes even the ugly ones. I have a monitor lizard named MilkJug, a dog thats a fool named Bear and 2 finches, He-bird and She-bird. Im 6ft 1, wide shoulders, drk brown eyes, short jet black hair and milk chocolate colored skin. I may put a photo up but right now i dont want to just to avoid getting "advice" or ridiculed for behing chubby.
I love animals obviously. Everything science, myth, Marvel, and athletics. Im pretty much open to learn anything.
Not sure if I can trust people anymore. They always turn on me. Maybe its the area I live in...probably so.
I wish i could live somewhere else or just get away from this place.
Interventions a bitch aint it? Well im ok, im cool and i guess 2morrow ill get led to some new answers. Heh, forgive me for being pessimisstic
Well folks...i guess thanks for everything. I love u all. Bye.
I know alot of people do this for attention or a pity party. I dont wanna feel this way. I really really dont. Id pay money to feel happy, but …
so when doe the new incredable hulk movie come out, i am looking forward to seeing the new batman dark knight movie myself.
yeah iam waiting for the new indiana jones movie, can't wait. but ironman was a good show.
hey buddy its been awhile how goes life?? women?? school?? and work, have you seen iron man yet?? have a good week.
Hope this finds you healthy & well, sounds like you could use a smile!!
I know it's been a while, I hope you're doing well. I decided to come through just to let you know I'm back. :) Xoxo.
Been obese all my life really. Got surgery and seeing pounds fall and very happy about it, self esteem is rising, but still very lonely and tired of people offering me weight loss advice, but cant discuss anything else. Moved to new area for college, making friends out here is hard, let alone dates. All they see is the weight first. Looking for friends and support.
As a little child, i never really spoke up but suffered alot of mistreatment outside of my home in the schools. School nurse and office workers weighing me everyday just to gossip, being locked up in a storage room in 1st grade, punched by a teacher in 4th grade, etc. Recently went thru a real wrecking ball of emotional, verbal and just all kinds except physical abuse by the ex girlfriend. Man she rung me thru the ringer. Im getting over it all, trying to forget it.
Got it in Dec 30. Feel great. Wish i had my old power level back but its all gravy!