So today was pretty good, I got …
So today was pretty good, I got ahold of my X-mas money, so I am no longer all broke. I also bought myself this …
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Today has been a little mellow, I keeping my head up, trying not to isolate, I have actually been getting myself out and about to do stuff that I need to do, like going to the gym, making my appointments, and stuff like that. I am still doing pretty good about not listening to the my critical voice which is just begging to be heard right about now. But I am cool. I guess, I see my shrink today so that is good, I am almost dreading it because I already know it is going to be very emotionally draining. I mean, this is not the end of the world, so what I got all excited about a job and it wasn't what i thought it was, I have a warm, stable happy home enviroment, a stocked pantry, my bills are payed. So I am far from suffering, you know. I guess I just need to accept that I am on SSI for a reason, I feel like I am always trying to push myself into the world, maybe before I can handle it, I don't understand why I am having such a hard time accepting that this is where I am right, now, I am going to stop myself right here, and go to the gym before I go to therapy. Thank you guys for your support....
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my prayers are with you just keep your head up your doing great dont let anything or that inner critic tell you any diff
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