So last night was pretty cool. …
So last night was pretty cool. We hung out, made up, and had the most intimate sexual experience to date. I …
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Today was a wonderful day, It started out a little shaky, but Javid came and got me for lunch which was a wonderful surprise and he expressed love through out the day, he took me shopping and we had a nice evening together. I am beginning to believe that there is hope after this whole mess after all. I mean, in the end our love won out and that is the important thing, at least I think. I wanted to thank you all for the advice you all gave me. I think he has come to his senses after all. God knows I haven't been the easiest person to live with during this whole mess, but I believe him when he says that it is over between them, that they will no longer work together. I mean, I have to stop letting my insecurities rule my life, right. I will loose him if I continue to hold him accountable for things that other men have done to me in the past. He loves me. He deserves my respect.He is after all such an amazing boyfriend. well, that's that for today. I will check in tomorrow
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Glad to hear you had such a good day :) *hugs*
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