TrB22's Journal

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S70gwFcSK9k  I heard this song today on the radio and it made me happy.So I wanted to share.Last night I was thinking about how He(Jesus) Has forgiven me for soooooooooooo much and saved me from so much.I dont even deserve it.His Kingdom.wow.

I read a book on a man who went to hell, God let him to experience it.I know its true because when I passed by the book I had that Gods talking to you kind of thing in my head.So I got the book.

I am thankful to be on the earth and not there.Sometimes when I am complaining in my head everything goes blank and something as clear as a voice says  "at least your on the earth and not in hell." It puts things in perspective.Then I do not mind my anxiety and such things.I am very lucky.

Today a small thing God did was put it in my head that I would need my checks today-very random,lol So I took them with me, I went to get my x-rays for my neurosurgery appointment and they needed ID  of some sort but  I thought I had none with me till I remembered those random checks,lol :)  Next Wednesday I go to the Neurosurgeon.

I dont think God wants me to do the ED program right now.I cant explain fully why its hard to explain when you know such things.Most people dont believe me.Before I called the program I asked Jesus "  If im not meant to do the program have them not answer or something" and they didnt.This has happened many times.I think He wants to fix me.So far He has been healing me.

I babysat Gavin also today.It went well.I like babysitting, It makes me feel useful.

I hope everyone is doing well:)