Journal Entry for June 25, 2008
Hello everyone:)
I hope everyone is doing well:)
I am okay I have been thinking a lot of how this summer is so much different than last …
My close family is my God, dad, mom, step-mom 2 sisters and nephew. I would like to be a Pediatric Cardiologist someday.I would like to go to Harvard to become this if I get accepted.I like it there.I have to go to Boston for my doctor visits.It is my favorite city.I go to Childrens Hospital Boston.I do not have a lot of friends but I love the people around me.I love my doctors also.They are good at taking care of me and are nice.People can message me to ask anything they want:) have pictures of my spine if anyone wants to see scoliosis, they are in my pics. :)
I like being around my family.I am home almost all the time.I try to study at home.I like science and medicine.My favorite science subject is Chemistry.Medically I like learning about the heart the best. For music I like Josh Groban, Chris Tomlin, Leona Lewis, African Childrens Choir, James Blunt, The Fray, Michael Buble, and I like classical music.My favorite composer is Chopin.I like art and my favorite painter is Monet.I also like Italian religious art.I paint whenever I have enough energy.I also like to draw too.I like to read and some of my favorite books/authors are the Bible, John Steinbeck, Jane Austen, and my favorite medical book is my Cardiology one called The Heart.I like art books too.I like going online to talk to people.I like animals too, especially dogs.When I can go out my favorite place to go is the puppy store to play with the puppies.
Hello everyone:)
I hope everyone is doing well:)
I am okay I have been thinking a lot of how this summer is so much different than last …
Hello all:)
I am doing well today, My anxiety has been high alot lately but God has helped.I read Psalm 23 which helped, maybe it could help someone …
Hello everyone:)
I guess I will do a different entry than usual because one of my friends here in Maine asked for help with something.She is doing a …
Hello everyone:) I hope everyone is doing well:) I figured I would write to let people know how I am doing:)
Jesus has helped me with my anorexia, for …
I am doing okay today:)
I was diagnosed 10 years ago, had a Boston brace it did not work now I have severe scoliosis and 3 curves, the biggest is 105 degrees.It is affecting my lungs now. There are pictures of my spine in my pics.
I have anorexia.
This is what is going to happen to me when my spine gets to a certain point without surgery.
My bones are bad.Most likely why my spine curved too.
My spine makes my stomach in the wrong place and cause acid to push up.And it causes nausea and other problems.
I have severe scoliosis which causes some degree of pain always and my anorexia and osteoporosis causes pain.I cannot take narcotics yet though.I have to reserve them for my surgery.
I have scoliosis and breathing problems from it.I will get pulmonary hypertension,cor pulmonale and eventually heart failure if I dont get surgery.
I am waiting until I am married.
I will be applying to college eventually.
I homeschool myself because I was too ill to go to high school and I cant go to college yet.I still have medical problems.
I used to cut.I havent in 3 years but the urge comes still.
I did have this, people in church prayed for me and my thyroid got healed.My doctors called and said it was cured and no need for any meds.I can still answer anyones questons though :)
I have had this all my life but my new counselor pretty much diagnosed it.