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A follow up to my last few posts. I took my dog to the vet, he will be alright but has an enlarged heart causing him breathing problems. I always knew he had a big heart~! ~lol All he needs is alittle meds and he should be ok :)
I feel more and more like I don't want my X in my life anymore. I just feel like she is selfish and self centered and is more interested in her own agenda and doesn't have time for anyone else. So, today is day 1 of me not calling her anymore.... lets see how long I can go without having to have a conversation with her 8(
Shawnee got her own apartment~! I have mixed feelings about it. I am happy that she will have her own place but I also want to be cautious and see what happens. Like, is she going to go to party town with guys coming over or what? I really don;t think shes that kind of girl but it is her life. I guess we are still developing our relationship and now that she has a new freedom of living in her own place, I need to see what direction that goes. I know when you love somebody you need to let them be themselves. You can't dictate to them how you want them to live their life. I need to let her be her and see if I can still love her for who she is :0)
So, I suppose this will be just another test to see if we truly are made for each other. I will just take it slow and see if she really is someone I could spend my life with. I guess that is what relationships are all about. So far, I am very happy with the way we are progressing. I think Shawnee is too. Even today we found that we have more things in common. We both intentionally were given the same initials as our dads. woo hoo...? right? Well, to me it is unbelieveable, the things we keep discovering about each other. I really wonder whats going on here? Can she be my soulmate? I have never met someone that seems so compatible. I don;t think she has neither ;)
Have a great weekend my beautiful BBW friends~!
Fat hugs always, ~Eric
