I think my meds have stopped working, …
I think my meds have stopped working, I have ben depressed every fucking weekend for a month now, I …
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I'm fucking pissed off. Excuse the swearing but i am fucking fuming.
I went to the doctor today because i can feel that i am on a low and do not want it to spiral out of control. He asked if i had thought of hurting myself so i was honest and told him that i had harmed 3 weeks ago. Do you know what the fucking prick said? he said that if i do that the social services will come and take my children away from me, so i should think about them before i do it again. Yer tell this to a depressed person trying to get help to feel better that has lived in care and has a massive fear of the social services coming and taking my kids away. This is about the worse possible thing anyone could ever say to me. Im not insane i am as good a mother as i could possibly be and he has no right to say that to me just because i have gone to help myself from falling to the suicidal part of me. And to top it off i think the doctor was stoned cause i could smell marjiwana as i waled in the consultation room but if i mention this when complaining it will come down as bad on me the depressed mother.
I'm bricking it that he is going to send the social services around now so i feel worse than when i went. Also i keep getting asked about my personal circumstances that are not relevant ie do i work? am i married? your a single mum oh so how do you support yourself? what the fucking fuck has it got to do with them? I'm so sorry but i am so mad i cant even start to tell you. I am going to complain to the practices manager on monday, how dare this man make me feel this way for doing the right thing. No wonder so many depressed people go untreated if they are treated with such little respect.
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I sure don't blame you for being pissed. If the Social Services people come around, indicate that it was a minor hurt you gave yourself, and sought treatment because you do no want to feel that way.
I think he was an insensitive prick!
What would be of more benefit to you is a psychotherapist. And if this guy was one, you need a different one. You need to feel supported; not threatened when seeking help. I was a therapist for 25 years, and while there may be some truth in what he is saying, it was poorly and insensitively done. A therapist ought to know you and your history in order to prevent such threats. You should be as comfortable talking to your therapist as you are a best friend. I think for your own benefit, it would be good to write him a letter telling him the effects his comment had on you. Whether you end up sending it or not is up to you, but you would probably feel better if you did.
Hugs, Joan
joaneh
Fuckin idiot.That's going to help calm you down.NOT.Some doctors are bloody idiots.I very much doubt they will send social services round.You're not a bad mum.Try to calm down.I'm sorry you received that kind of treatment.Thought of changing doctor? x
susy