starlaw79's Journal

Well i was watching a film today and it got me to thinking. It was called Jack and Jill vs the world, it was as you can guess a soppy romance but more importantly Jill had cystic fibrosis and she lived every single day for fun, she spent everyday just being and living like it could be her last, Jack on the other hand was far more structured far more like we are every single day analyzing and thinking and caring about how we all come across. There has to be balance we have to have boundaries we can't live life irresponsibly but most of us myself definately are far too caring and consious of how others perceive us, we let it hold us back, if we dance badly but enjoy it do we just go for it and to hell with the world or do we hold back afraid to look a fool? most of us would have to be really drunk, if we want to sing in the street do we? No.

Life is short at best we get 100 years and most of us not even that. We should start living for ourselves, if something is good then we should do it. I have decided i have held myself back from living far to much and from now on i am not going to care about people out there that just don't matter. I don't care that i dance badly i am going to do it anyway. If a song enters my head i am not going to care that i sound like a cat being strangled i am going to sing. This is my life and i want to live it, i want to enjoy every single day.