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Goal End Date is Aug 1, 08 23 more days.
starlaw79’s Profile
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starlaw79
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annoyed that no one reads my journals anymore.
About Me
I am a mummy, my boys are the loves of my life and i could not be without them. They are as important to me as air. They make me smile every single day, they are my world and now i enjoy that. I used to feel trapped and overwhelmed by motherhood but now i love it. I am also starting to feel an inner peace with myself it is odd but nice.
Interests
I have worked out my interests. I like many things but i love to read, walk spend time with my friends and my family and spend time by myself. I enjoy going to bingo, eating out and going to the movies. I love to come and keep up with all my ds friends too.
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Recent Activity
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starlaw79 gave pooch1 a Hug 5:27am
hey hun how are you doing? how is your mum doing?…
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starlaw79 gave GothicWenchGirl a Hug 5:24am
hey gorgeous girl, not spoke to you in AGES, how are you? What you been up to? miss you sweety lots love…
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starlaw79 gave karensmith a Hug 5:23am
hey hun you have not been on in a while and i just hope that you are ok and that life is picking up for…
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starlaw79 gave obscured a Hug 5:19am
hey gorgeous girl. Any chance of some pics being put up or sent to me by email? Do you get msn over there…
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starlaw79 gave Laura28 a Hug 5:15am
big hugs for you gorgeous. love you xxx…
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starlaw79 gave forgotten25 a Hug 5:08am
morning gorgeous. how are you today? did your party go well last night?…
Yesterday
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starlaw79 updated their status 2:29pm
annoyed that no one reads my journals anymore.…
Monday
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starlaw79 gave GothicWenchGirl a Hug 5:59pm
hey hunni how are you? hugs xxx…
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starlaw79 gave Laura28 a Hug 1:33pm
big big hugs for my special friend i love you babe hope you are doing well? xxx…
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starlaw79 gave forgotten25 a Hug 1:27pm
pizza sent your way babe here you go it is spicy though i warn you lol. are you online? msn? love you…
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hope its not burtn...lol!!!! im here...you not on msn though xxx
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hi starlaw ,hows things with u hun,jackiexx not seen u on for a while?
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okay dokay sweetie xxx talk soon.....can you send me some pizza please??? xxxxxx
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hey my sexy babes...msn?????????????/xxxxxxxxx
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hey! sorry i didnt get that hug yesters, must have closed ds before i got it!! grrr been busy! how about you?
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have been a sufferer on and off for my entire adult life. had a suicide attempt at 15 then again at 23. I am up and down all the time. I can have periods of a months or even up to a year where i don't get low but low and behold it ALWAYS comes the low always comes back.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- pills dont work they just numb you to feeling anything so you are neither happy nor sad. you may as well not be alive living on pills, your zombie.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- it helps having time out to talk. even if the person is only paid to there is someone to really listen for an hour, helps a little i think.
Close Alzheimer's Disease
Stage: AdvancedMy grandfather suffered altzeimers. He passed on the 18-8-07 he leaves behind his wife of 50 years, 7 children, 17 grandchildren and 10 great grandchildren he is sadly missed.
Open Sexual Abuse
where do i start? i was 3.5 when i was first abused by a stranger and my neighbour as a teen and my ex as an adult.
Open Single Parenting
I was 15 when i met my ex husband, we had our son when i was 17. our relationship was rocky everyday after our son was born but we kept trying for 3 years. After we split for the last time 7 years ago he quickly met someone else. I am so grateful for this they are married now and she is a great stepmother. i met youngest sons dad 4.5 yrs ago and had a rocky relationship the whole way through but kept at it, although didnt live together we have now called it quits for the final time.
Open Dyslexia
my 10.5 yr old son has quite severe dylexia, he is coming on 2 yrs behind his peers in his levels and i am really concerned about him.
Open Parenting 'Tweens (9-12)
I have a 10 comin on 11 year old son.
Treatments
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- he has dyslexia and he has been bullied.
Open Financial Challenges
i am discharged bankrupt and on benefits struggling.
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- i have nothing for living but everything is paid.
- Filing for Bankruptcy Working / Worked
- i am now discharged but i still can't get credit not that i want it.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I am about 2 stone overweight. I am trying to lose weight although have slipped over this period eating bad foods late at night. I have underactive thyroid so losing weight is harder for me. I have been going to the gyn for a couple of hours at least 3 times a week usually 4 depending on time and i have not lost anything more than 2 pound in weight.
Treatments
- Atkins Diet Not Working
- i hated this diet
- Counting Calories Somewhat Helpful
- this is great but it is a pain constantly monitoring when you have children to think about as well, food becomes the only thing you think about.
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- this does work and i don't eat too badly most the time, i cook most my food from scratch i just need to control my potion sizes and my snacking more.
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- this is ok but you are hungry alot.
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- i have changed shape a bit but not lost much weight to date but it is still only 3 months and i am sure it is going to take longer than that.
