Journal Entry for August 2, 2008
August 2, 2008 12:41pm
I am at my uncle's house for a cookout. My parents went and stayed the night at a hotel last night so my sister, brother, and I had to stay …
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nysa
is feeling Excellent
Hoping Ryan will say yes!!
About Me
I am 16. I want to go to college, get a good job, a house of my own, find my true love, get married, and have two beautiful children. In one shorter sentence: "I'm pretty normal." Lol There's not really much to me, really. I don't really have much of a problem with weight and eating anymore. Now it's guys, wanting a baby really badly and knowing I can't have one right now 'cause I can't support it, my family, and juggling work (night), school (day), and homework (whatever time I have after work). Advice would do wonders.
Interests
Cooking, reading, swimming, playing my flute, playing my electric guitar, talking on the phone my friend, and surfing the net.
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Journal Entry for July 29, 2008
July 29, 2008 2:58pm
Okay, I just asked Anthony if he would like to go out with me this morning and he said asked if I ment an internet relatoinship or go out somewhere …
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Journal Entry for July 29, 2008
July 29, 2008 8:00am
Morning!
My sister is driving me nuts. She's all mad at me 'cause I got on the computer before her and now she's all calling me names and …
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Journal Entry for July 28, 2008
July 28, 2008 3:34pm
Okay, school is going to start in two weeks from tomorrow. I really like this guy in Oklahoma City. The only problem is that I live in Del City which …
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Journal Entry for July 26, 2008
July 26, 2008 2:34pm
Yay, it's finally Saturday!
Okay, I have an account on Myyearbook, right? I have lost about 55 lbs. and finally changed my default picture. Ever …
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The Lord bless you? The Lord... blah blah blah. God isn't real ya know? God is just some freaking excuse for people to worship something. Why not worship someone you know is real like Jeffree Star? HE IS TEH SEX!!!
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you're welcome friend! stay strong
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flowers to cheer you up! stay strong and God bless...
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement - Teens
I have lost my baby brother. He was born 3 months premautre and he died 3 days later because his tracia got twisted and by the time the doctors had gotten it untwisted he was bleeding from the inside and they could figure out where it was coming from and then he died. Just recently I lost my uncle. He died because he weighed too much. He died in a hospital in Tenessy and we're going to have a funeral for him this week. I have been crying myself to sleep for the past 2 or 3 days.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- I've been not wanting to do anything except sit on the coutch and stare off into space. A few nights ago I thought that i felt some one hug me goodnight.
Close Eating Disorders
All my life I have had an emotional eating disorder. I eat when I'm happy, sad, angry, depressed, or whatever my emotion is it doesn't matter I just basically eat all the time. I weigh 197 lbs. I did weight 200 even but I've been working out so I've lost 3 pounds.
Open Depression - Teen
ok i've just recently been depressed for the last 3 days now..... i've cut my writ and i don't want to do it i've done it 2 times before and i hate doing it but it seems like the only thing that seems to help.... my friends are really worried and i don't want them to worrie about me. i'm afraid to tell my mom... do i need to get councelling??
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- it helps me to get my mind off things for a while and video games with volence helps a lot as well. lol
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- i like to listen to something hardcore when i feel depressed.... i just don't want this to become a permanent thing. (depression i mean.)
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- this is helping a lot cuz i know now that there r ppl who care about me and don't want me to cause harm to myself.
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