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3 out of 3 fertilized! Mood
Saturday, August 23, 2008

I'm walking on air!!! I know it's too much to hope that they will all make it to day 5, but even if 1 makes it, there is hope for me.  I've been afraid to feel positive, but I can't go on feeling the fear and pessismism I've felt in the past.  Maybe I'm looking for reasons to hope, but I'm convinced it is better to be hopeful than expect the worst.  The hurt may be worse if it fails, but at least I won't feel guilty, fearing that I've poisoned myself with negative feelings and bad vibes.  Everything is so out of control in my life...but my attitude is the one thing I feel that I have some control over. 

 

wish me luck everyone, and thanks for your kind words--I really appreciate the support. 

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  1. shelleybee

    Oh MY GOSH!That is sooo amazing.How cool is that.You must have some great eggs...just not many left in there?Wow.It only takes one.Oh please make it to day 5!


    shelleybee

  2. denisehigg

    I'm praying for your embies. Try to stay positive and hopefully good things are on their way!


    denisehigg

  3. susan66

    I'm definitely crossing my fingers for you!! I hope that you have been getting good news on your embies...


    susan66

  4. Jenelle8

    I am praying for you and your embies!!


    Jenelle8

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